Madness seems to creep up on me more than twice a day. It\u2019s something I need to manage, otherwise the world will think I\u2019m dangerous. I need to make it seem like I know what I\u2019m doing whereas in actual fact, I am a crazy person who should probably be locked up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Although it\u2019s always interesting to see people think I am innocent because I am kind. I am only kind because I am afraid of being scary, as if I am scary, I can\u2019t help but be mad, and I don\u2019t want to be mad. I wonder what the truth is about life. I wonder if I am purposed with madness for a reason.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do people kill people like me because they\u2019re jealous of my crazy, or because they hate my crazy, or maybe both? Whatever it is, fear is a principle throughout. How can someone be safe with me, and how can someone know the real me if three masks block me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Madness makes me laugh because I can\u2019t admit that I am scary. I can\u2019t admit that I have hurt others.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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